Dear Miles,
You must be wondering why am writing this letter to you after all that has happened between us. Ever since you left me I have been lost and lonely; I loved you so much but you took me for granted.
You used me and treated me like a toy, dint give a damn about what I felt. I was like your puppet; you controlled me as you pleased. How could I be such a fool to love you? Believing every word you told me?
Damn! “You took me on a roller-coaster ride!” How could I be so stupid to always do as you said; I always wanted to make you happy, And believe me I tried, but some people are just not easy to love.
I remember when you swore to love me no matter what. Why has it come to this? Wasn’t I good enough for you or maybe you just didn’t know what you wanted? How could you hurt me this way?
We were together for 2 years and all that time I thought you loved me instead you we getting cozy with my friend. Why her of all people? You knew how close we were but still you went ahead and pursued her. Why did you take the most important part from me you with; my heart? I can’t love anymore because of you, I can’t be happy anymore because of you. I am now afraid, because of you!
Look at me! What have you turned me into? Are you now happy, that I can no longer receive nor give love? Why me……………., Why Miles? How could you play me like that? What did I do wrong?
You made me lose hope of true love. Does it really exist, with ungrateful men like you?
Remember when I stood up for you, when my parents wanted to take drastic measures on you? I defended you and chose you. Look at me now; I regret every meeting you and being yours.
You told me that my friend didn’t mean a thing to you and that she was a terrible mistake. Am I supposed to be happy for hearing that and believe you again?
Miles! Am tired of you shot comings, am fed up! Stop showing- up on my doorstep and trying to buy me off with expensive gifts. I don’t need them, I don’t need you. You’re long gone. You hurt me so much!
Thank you for making me strong and giving me the experience of a life time. You showed me who you truly are and how low you could go.
Listen I don’t think it’s fair for me to let you in like that. I don’t think you deserve me. I cried for days over you because what you did to me hurt me so deep. I never thought you could do that to me after all we had been through. I was ready to spend the rest of my life with you.
Therefore I hope I made myself clear, don’t bother trying to pursue me cause your chances of getting me back are 0%. I need sometime alone to forget you. Please don’t make it hard for me. Stop coming to see me again.
So long…………
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